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Written by : Nahla Amer 

A girl wondering in the forest among the mountains just before dawn ..

Thoughts crowded in her head , the ( should have)s, the (what if)s , the wrong turns ,the regrets , the letting down and the self blaming ...only then the sun shone..

Far away she caught a glimpse of a wild horse , just beyond the sun beam ..

She stood hesitant maybe it’s a mirage or maybe it’s a dream ..

She thought for a while what if she left her place looking after him and lost her way !!

Again she thought what if it was her passion meant to distract her from all the burdens away !!

It was a risk to take the journey but it was worth to start ..

She headed forward through the bushes removing every obstacle, leaving behind a tremendous mark ..

Doubts and fears were getting heavier..she must focus not to lose her track ..

All of a sudden she could see non of her marks ..now she can’t go back !!

What if the dream she followed was no longer there!

What if she can’t go on with all that in her mind , what if she can no more bear !!

The horse appeared again standing still !!

Now she’s tired chasing him , she can’t go even if it’s against her own will !!

All her way she focused on how to reach him ,believing in that which says “what you seek is seeking you “..

But as her journey came to an end,  she stopped and thought: 

All that she believed in ..was it really true ?

The journey she travelled was her own soul discovery ..

The mark she left and couldn’t see was her print on others’ , her spiritual healing and her soul recovery..